Wickedhottie

2008-06-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hello there, this would be my last post after such a long hiatus. I've switched to http://I-justscreamed.livejournal.com. So please relink me, I would thanked you a lot for it. Nevertheless, this blog will not be deleted as there are so many memoirs posted since the first day I started using blogspot. I am so going to miss my blogspot, but what the hell.

See you around at my livejournal, do leave a comment there.

What makes of you, make me.

2008-03-22T00:37:00.008+08:00

Such a week it has been. I went to campus for enrollment and purchased a compact laptop on Monday. Zoo outing with Fiqqiesan, Yy ad Ronn was wild and super enjoyable and, we're planning for more of such dates. (pictures will upload soon, until Boh yy send them to me!)

Wednesday- Tennis session was such a drag dued to the inconstant drizzles of the rain but we managed to learn a thing or two from Gareth Zubbie and I had quite a laugh throughout the whole process. Fun was just about to kick in until Zubie had to leave for home. Anyhow, we are arranging for more tennis sesssion real soon again with more mates this time.

Recently, I just pierce my eyebrow with fiqqiesan from a friend's help. I'm thinking of re-piering my naval too.

Some pictures taken at Work :

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Fiqqiesan. 'San' at the end of the name means the respect I hold to him, not only as my boyfriend but a best friend, someone whom I really love and look up to every single time.
Remember I said that I hope I'm of much signifiance to you like how you are to me. You should know why I'm spilling out this. It's bothering me a tad too much. After what you've done, you seriously hurt me. Physically and mentally. Visibilty of the aftermath of anger thrown at me could be seen on certain areas. Your sudden outburst of nothing that I've done to you seemed wrong, so wrong. Our relationship is really on the rocks now. Irritatness is part of the caused. One-sided thought is also another part of the caused. Nonetheless, I still love you much. Perhaps I haven't shown you enough and maybe you should do something too. We need more time to figure this out together.

2008-03-06T11:31:00.004+08:00

Movies watched these days were Meet the Spartians, 10000BC, Fool's Gold, Ps I love you and then some. They were all pretty good I'd say. My off- days have been such a drag, pretty much worthless I reckon. Boyfriend's utterly sick - his temperature is rising to almost 39 degree celsius since yesterday morning. All plans are much less ruined. Anyhow he has me to nurse him, he should recover fast. Pray that he gets well soon.

I'm meeting Zubbie to get our tresses makeover at some neighborhood salon later. Hope it turns out great and suitable for us. Til then, make love not war. Ok, whatever I've pictures to share again. Stay tuned next time.

xoxo

Pictures from the recent days -

2008-02-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

Recent pictures to share with y'all. It's been pretty long since I last updated my blog with photos. So here they are! Enjoy.

Joy's Farewell -

Fafa's 22nd Birthday at EnLounge -

Date with Fiqqiesan, Joy, Jordan and Zubbie -

2008-02-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

I so want to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year! May y'all have a blissful time in the year of 2008. I am so ecstatic upon receiving $825 worth of red packets this year and the very first time getting quite a lum sum. However, half will be banked in and the other half is for any expenses bearing the next few months or so.

It's past 12am and now it's the 11th of February. another wish to make for a very special someone whom has been with me for over 4years and 3 months now and counting- Happy Anniversary, Fiqqiesan. You're the best I ever had.. I love you much, boyfriend. We're looking forward to this Valentine's day to celebrate the best of us, hopefully. I know he'll make promises come true this time round.

Things have been going really well and life's of so much to live the best out of it. That aspect of mine changed over the years gone by. Turning 18 seemed like it took forever and til it kick right in my ass, it'll be a high velocity rush to madness! Hell yeah.

Happy belated new year, 2008 !

2008-01-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

Year end 2007 was a blast, yes, indeed. Drinking became near-to-daily consumption the first week of January and taxis were of a norm transportation. A high price to pay, definitely. It felt wrong somehow but whatever, I'm 18 this 2008 and I'm feeling the vibe.

Now, I'm a workaholic. Life's hectic. I've yet to get my tresses done, yet to have some retail therapy session. Yet to get myself into shape, yet to find time for meet-ups or chill-outs. All the yet-to(s).

Fiqqiesan and I haven't been spending quality time together since we both started working either. I miss him so much and as time passed, our 4th year and 2 months anniversary is on this upcoming Friday. It'll be something I'd wanted to... since our 4th annniversary. I love you much, fi.

Oh, I've made a best friend at work and, she's Joy. We love one another much too, and she never fails to entertain me at work when it turns dull. Friends cum colleagues I've made in Gap, they're so awesome. I wished I'd detailed them out but damn, I am lazy.

My supervisor, Gad, treated 2 bottles of absolut Vodka as promised on Cheng yin's 21st birthday at Swissotel's suite. I'll show some photos taken by camera and the polariods shall wait till I receive them. Team of Half;

Apologize

2007-12-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

I'm holding on your rope,

Got me ten feet off the ground

I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down, but wait

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall

Take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

But it's nothin new - yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red-

Now it's turning blue, and you say...

"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you

But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground.

Snip snip

2007-12-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

I realised that my tresses are ridiculously long so I snip an inch or two off. Which, actually does not make much of a difference. I am unable to afford a proper haircut at the salon and, that shows how poor I am, of late. My fringe is much shorter now and could probably act as bangs but no, it's side swept. Whatsoever.

My colleagues had commented on my tresses, nice comments infact. I thought my tresses' pretty much sucked, like it is so messy and then some. I've never groomed them well eversince. Hell, people think it rocks. I thought of highlighting them but I'm not so cool about that idea. I thought of perming however, it's too common. I thought of rebonding but hell, it'll look too fucking flat and straight. So what's left? I have yet come to a final decision. I need some suggestions or whatever. If you're real nice, leave a comment in my tagboard.

Enough, enough of my tresses for now. I am doing fine, feeling well and pretty much hyped up. I am kicking back to work tomorrow.

That's it. Stay around for more, til next time.

Wasted

2007-11-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

I was down with a flu and sore throat yesterday in the midst of work. I was infected with a fever earlier in the wee hours and could not attend work. I missed a day's pay, damn. I just visited my family doctor and had two days of mc. I reckon I'll be fine tomorrow and I'll be back to work.

Previously on Tuesday, I went to Posb to get my debit card done and I'll be so loving it- as soon as my pay comes. As time to come, I think I will want to work full shifts more often in a week, so as I'll be able to earn much more. The decision leads to more cash but less time for everything else and I forsee a very exhausted self.

I missed my mates. I missed hanging out with friends. Zubbie and I scheduled the same off-day so that we'll be able to hangout together next Friday. Fiqqiesan has been with me all these while, by my side even today when I'm awfully sick. Though we seemed to spend much time together, I want the time spent to be more meaningful. I mean I feel that we could do so much more better when we are together. Nonetheless, I do love him much with the capacity of my heart could fill.

I've opened up with my colleagues after a week or so working together. Yeah, it's kind of a slow progress. I'm really shy and I'd blushed whenever I talked to them. It's all cool now and they're great people to work with.

At world's end

2007-11-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

Simply put it, there's so much things that has yet to be done and some in the process of. I want to do so much but, I can only do that much. Please do not try to further understand the following sentences because they mean of nothing to any of you but so much to me.

2007-11-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

2007-11-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

So much of everything, life's definitely filled with more enthusiastism than before- the major examinations state. On the other hand, I miss those study sessions with the mates. They are hell fun to be with. Principle of Accounts, the last paper this Tuesday and Olevels' done for good.

Yesterday was our 4th Anniversary and it was overwhelming. Beyotch taught me how to drive, which I thought my coordinations pretty much sucked. Oh well, it was some minutes to madness of adrenaline rush. Whatsoever, I'll be enrolling myself to a driving course and hopefully get a car license next year. Soon I'll see myself in a Volks/Cooper convertible. Hell.

We met up with zubbie and went to Newurbanmale to interview for Mooks Clothing, later that evening. Then walked from Town to Arab St, shisha-ed. Rosdi came along after work. We rocked, basically.

Anticipation towards Naval and Eyebrow piercing . All the way!

2007-11-03T09:55:00.000+08:00

So much of stress, it's almost time to distress. Damn I like that. Papers are coming to an end, hopefully hardwork pays off big time. Job-hunting, Tresses-makeover session with the girls, Retail therapy, Sun-bathe and then some.

I gave him a chance and will be the last after some incident befell on us, a week before or so. Things have been going really well now. Finally, a few days off the many hectic Olevels' schedule, before the commence of Social Studies which I usually hate but surprisingly score, always. Whatever we're going to town later in the evening. Some retail therapy and chill-out sessions it will be.

4th Anniverary is near the corner and it's been a long journey for us. Well, I am definitely hoping to have a awesome time with beyotch on that particular day.

Laters

2007-10-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

Damn, I am back. I missed blogging much. The many days when I am on hiatus, life's been pretty hype up. Birthday celebration of Edward's, definitely a memoir - Details in Ed's blog. Yeah, I've been swimming with Beyotch lately at the Pool and I've became very much tanned. Study sessions aren't a constant routine anymore. I am so distracted by upcoming plans and then some.

My memory's dead low, all I knew was that I had so much fun. Pretty much so, to catch up with and penned them down.

Commencing;

4 more days [18/10] - Science Practical.

11 more days [25/10] - Geography Written Paper

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11/10 -Happy 3 years 11 months Anniversary, Beyotch. P.s Mini Bbq Session with Beyotch on our 4th year Anniversary. Yeah baby yeah.

13/10-To all malay friends of mine - Selamat Hari Raya(!!), especially to Beyotch.

I will be back.

2007-09-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

Beyotch and I had been burning pretty huge holes in our pockets lately. Retail therapy was way good. Preliminaries results are mostly gotten back and, the results' defined 'Retainable'. Both Beyotch and I had a really bad day today at Bpp. Some major bad luck it was. Subsequent encounters befell on us. Study session on Friday and earlier this evening was not even the slightest bit, effective. I am really losing it, the focus and whatsoever it is towards my studies but I have to. A month to the commence of OLevels.

Drop it. Some pictures to share, taken on Friday.

Happy 17th Birthday, Carmen! (If you do visit my blog)

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Mom has finally restored back Starhub Cable Tv, hell yeah.

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2007-09-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

Friday night and Saturday night was incredibly fun with Zubbie, Wanie and Beyotch respectively. Did a little session of retail therapy and more to come.

2007-09-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary, Boyfriend.

It has been 3 years 10months and, still counting. We're almost reaching to our 4th Anniversary, beyotch. I love you many.

Preliminaries are coming to an end however, Olevels' approaching. To hell with examinations! All papers are tough- It's the Preliminaries for godsake, like it's meant to be tough and screwed-up. I'm just hoping for the best.

Beyotch's back to serving-the-nation for this entire week and, we both misses one another so so much. I can't wait to spend the weekends with him. Finally, we're going out for some entertainment and leisure. Same goes for Zubbie and I this Friday to catch a movie and then some.

So.. I think it's almost time to change a new blogskin.

Laters.

2007-09-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Anyhow, I had a really worthwhile study session with Ed. I finally understood that particularly chapter for Physics. Met up with Boyfriend and he accompanied me home.

Yes, it is a Hayabusa and Valkryie that my arse in on. Boyfriend took them for me. I failed to pull off the chill-out look for Valkryie but, nevermind. Both bikes are total hotness!

2007-09-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

Twice, I've been sun-bathing with Ed and he refused to take pictures with me. Quite a number of pictures of me, myself and I. It was funny and fun. Again, I am reddish tanned and I love it. Hell.

After the sun-bathe session, we started off to Bpp for lunch and study session with L, Dan and Jy.

Laters Jackasses!

2007-09-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend and I had a really really great time until midday. Yeah, Fiqqiesan?

I love you much.

The disruption of gloomy weather, left us postponing day after day for just one sun-bathing session together.

Met Ed at MosBurger- Bpp in the afternoon. I'm so sorry I was 25 minutes late! Oh, nevermind about that. Study session was fine but I'm seriously lacking a lot in Math and Principle Of Accounts and Preliminaries are just after this September Holidays. Fuck.

I don't want to fail nor get borderline results, I mean it's the points that count. I need to achieve good grades in return, get things I want from Mom. Hell, my desirees are overwhelming.

Anyhow, I was flabbergasted by a really beautiful lady whom overheard our conversation while studying at MosBurger. We were conversating about jobs after O' levels and other nonsensical stuffs. Name it talentscouting or whatsoever, she approached us, gave her namecard and briefly described to us about what was exactly happening. So, she's offering us a certain job with a attractive pay after the O's. Both Ed and I was so enthusiastic about it and we'd be sending in our resumes after O's. Nevertheless, the major examinations are still first priority for now.

I'm in the guestlist for Roxy Fragrance launch.

2007-09-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

FiqqieSan

Tortorous bus journeys

Long distance walks- Tanglin Mall to Town to Clark Quay to Victoria Concert Hall

Pseudo SMU students

Lolitacious Fizah and her Boyfriend

Subway Craze

Near-perfect Explorations

Patrons of the Nightlife

2007-09-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

- is a dangerous game. & you bet, it sure is.

2007-09-02T11:08:00.000+08:00

Ratatouille : Rat-a-too-ee was hilarious shite. However, we didn't get the best seats.

Saturday night was particularly great with Boyfriend.

Subway the love, yet again.

Teacher's Day Celebrations was the best for my entire years at Fajar Secondary and to have Ms Yong whom played along every game with us, was so entertaining, especially TongueTwisters and FillThePail.

Being the worst class at lower secondary and 'Bo Chup' class at upper secondary, 2007 was finally the year, where 5A1 won two prizes straight. Hell yeah, we jumped for joy. Some exaggerated their joy but whatsoever. I mean it's the last year for us, why not.
Definietly a memorable one.

Some good o' times to remember as we reminisce, in future. On the other hand, I haven't been managing any study-sessions at all for the entire week. I am as good as dead. I am always distracted, by temptations aplenty but I did try to stay focus. I need a motivator, a goddamn one for the kill.

2007-08-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

987fm- Muttons came to school today for a half-an-hour show.

It was so cool and hilarious and some of us took a group photo with the muttons.

Hell.

The day commenced with English Paper2 and it was, say, very tough. I reckon this time I'm sure bound to fail English Language. Oh, we received our CCA certificate and I was graded with A1. Hell yeah.

2007-08-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

On Tuesday, we celebrated Vivien's 17th Birthday after Science Practical Preliminaries.

It was fine, went home with L and Fiqqiesan.

Anyhow, Happy 17th Birthday Vivien!

Science Practical was pretty tough and I screwed it up too.

Social Studies was all right but incompleted. Le sigh.

How can I ever, ever do well in examinations when screw-ups are inevitable? Hell.

2007-08-27T18:22:00.000+08:00

The commenced of Preliminaries Examinations and, English Paper1 was the start-off. I under-estimated time and thus handed in a incomplete letter writing. I screwed it up and I shouldn't have.

I think I digressed on the composition.

I reckon a fail for Paper 1.

Boyfriend is the love.

2007-08-26T10:27:00.000+08:00

It has been almost a week now that I've stayed in my new apartment- Hume Park 2. Boyfriend has been accompanying me since. Exploring the navigation of bus services, the Condominum itself, Rail mall and then some.

It seemed real spooky at night, I'm afraid I'll never ever want to go home alone. Boyfriend's dad enlightened me with a short history lesson about there and, it scared the shite out of me.

I- I hadn't had the best week. I sacrificed study-sessions, Boyfriend needed my full attention. It was made up after that. The lacking of MB, is literally killing myself to memorize Social studies and practising on the questions for this coming Preliminaries.

Rock on, I'd say.

2007-08-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

My portfolio is me, everything I am and everything I'm not. It's my weakness and my strength, my self-confidence and -esteem. My past, present and most definitely my future.

My portfolio is where I'm going, where, I've been, places I shouldn't have been, gone and shouldn't go.

It's eveything and just a book.

It's my inspiration, my generation and it's never finished, never done, always a work in progress.

It's everything I've ever seen, heard, touched, smelled, sensed and believed, and my worst fears and all my hopes at the same time.

It's the beginning of the beginnning and the end of an era, and so much more than a phase. It's my portfolio and describing it is describing me.

2007-08-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

Previously on Thursday,

Physics Mock Practical Exam was a major screw-up, kind of. Every answer of mine is purely based on assumptions. Like a guessing game. Hell.

Since Boyfriend started Lonsdale and, me schooling, our schedules were completely at odds. We haven't seen each other for two whole days least, it makes me cranky. Thursday night was our rendezvous however, heated disagreements were unconquered. He left and I went to bed.

4 in the morning, I was woken up by a call from his friend and he, enlightened me with the incident. Boyfriend was involved in a bike accident at the north side of Singapore.

Then on, my head felt clogged, like I had a cold and, my chest felt hard and hollow inside. I was in a daze. For a second, I thought it was a total unbeliveable bull then I cried as my imaginations ran wild. I received a call later again and, it was Boyfriend. He called to say he's all right but, badly injured. I calmed down knowing he's not dead/handicap. (Haha!)

I skip school on Friday and went visiting to that half-mummy-wrapped boy's place.

Hell, I was flabbergasted when he told me the whole incident. I began reprimanding him. I told him to never ever bike again. He knows the consequences of them that I'll be towards him. I loosened up and burst into laughters.

I didn't at all study for two days straight. Such a damn. All because of you, Shariffi Bin Sa'adon. I know you know that you know I know. Anyhow, I love you much. Have a speedy recovery, will you?

2007-08-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

Happy 23rd Birthday, FiqqieSAN !

Although we did celebrate this birthday of yours, don't you think it's rather clique? You know, we've been together since you're 19, me 13 and never once comemorate a wondrous one. Let's make it a little more grandeur next year, yeah? Hell, I love you much.

Anyhow, I had a pretty awesome time with you today. & Subway is the current love.

2007-08-12T04:00:00.000+08:00

Our schedules were completely at odds. Boyfriend and I met up a tad too late.

And yeah, it is yet another anniversary- 3 Years 9 Months.

He gave me two key-chained boxing gloves, hell cute. Oh boy, he's turning 23 this coming Tuesday; 14th August.

2007-08-09T20:34:00.000+08:00

Met up with Ed and started towards L's place for a swim. Gloomy weather halt our plan.

Tanned every interval for about 4 hours and swam.

The pool had a friggin' 2.6m depth at one end and I managed to swam in. My skills rust, it's quite sometime since I've last swam. Ed couldn't managed to 2.1m, without goggles .

We talked and tanned and talked and tanned. There were only 2 souls- Ed and mine, at the poolside with the strong breeze and chilly chlorine waters. We owned. L passed the swim and, he studied at home. At 1600, bathed and went to Bukit Timah Plaza, L joined us. Dined in at Kfc and Fringe , for desserts. The cafe's freak cool. Loved the colourful chairs and oh, it's rockable. Processing plan to study there. Fine destination.

I swam a lot today and am fucking drained out and muscles aching and red-hot tanned. Hell.

Anyhow, I'll be moving to Hume Park 2 , in about 2 weeks time. It'll be my home for half a year until Mom finds a suitable flat.

sweetness flowing like a faucet

2007-08-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

Had Biology Practical Mock Exams this afternoon and it was friggin' me out for the first half.

I almost got my index finger sliced with a pen knife whilst cutting a V-shaped onto the potato.

Later on, I've gotten the hang of it and mission accomplised.

2007-07-29T10:29:00.000+08:00

This entire week was on the spur-of-the-moment.
Half-boisterous/ half-dullsville nights.
Short-lived muggin' process.
Boyfriend's place, which explains all.
Transformers and Starbucks-session with Boyfriend on Friday night.
Study-session at the library then, town with Fiqqiesan and friends. Hoping to get a glimpse of fireworks however, missed. Walked to Marina, chilled out on a Saturday night.

Boyfriend's plan to pierce his eyebrow is still in-the-process. Though I felt fatally tempted to pierce my brow and naval, I'm not sure if it's a good idea now.

2007-07-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

I feel, suddenly I mean, that 24hours a day is just a tad too short.

Life's seemed so hectic, of late.

I have so much to fret about, every detailed description bothers the freak out of me.
My emotions is a catastrophe, at present.
Those nonsense flitting around in my mind, I suffered and disconnected myself.
However, my escape was short-lived.
I couldn't work up the nerve to tell him about them, if I can't figure out how to deal with it, I
was going to lose my mind.

Boyfriend saw through her rage to the sadness below. We talked and bitterly-in-the-process of understanding and getting this r/s better.

2007-07-22T20:24:00.000+08:00

Sunday's

A month later, will be the commencing of Prelims. No more playing the fool. No more wild thoughts. Enough of bullshites that had happened Fullstop Hardcore muggin'. Study-sessions galore. Went to Bpp's Library and borrowed 3 books. I completed one in a few hours. Oh great!

Saturday's

I bumped into Shijia in the Lrt. Talked and did some catching up on life. Separated ways when we arrived at JurongEast. Hugs exchanged and I said it was great seeing her.

Study-session with friends was half-fruitful.

2007-07-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

When love ties...

Less frequent of bloggin lately as I found myself having zero desires to, blog. Life has been rather hectic, of late. Ups and downs. On the 19th, I accompanied Boyfriend and family to Sazali's POP. Congratulations, dude! The rest of the days were simply much occupied by the vast amount of homeworks and then some.

Secret Barnadas was funny. I wasn't expecting any at all , I received 6 encouragement letters. Of the 6, I couldn't figure out one. The rest was guessed by their handwriting and, bullseye!

Laters Jackasses;

2007-07-15T02:00:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix with Boyfriend and 14 mates was fine. Just fine. After the movie, we still have a lot of night to kill. Hence all 16 of us started towards BurgerKing, Wheelock.

The siblings, Shariffi and Sazali and their girlfriends, Weena and myself, sat together for the first time? Flashback, I thought it was kind of cute.

Siblings arm wrestled and, it's a kitschy tie.

Whilst some queued for orders, L and Edward kept on blabbering some stuffs to me. Especially Edward, who kept on critizing my height, eventhough I tried to be taller by a few inches or two, wearing heels. He also commented that my dressed-up was perfect. Then L started telling me that his friends loved to check me out in their friendsters. Whatsoever. Edward and L commented me, very pretty. I dont exactly believe them but, somehow I'd just feel satisfied.

Weena and Sazali left for home earlier after BurgerKing. Some of them decided to Dota for an hour or so, apparently all the boys went along, excluding L and Edward. They're dullsville, those boys ruined the night.

The remaining of us had a Starbucks session at The Cathay. We made such a din and cam-whored so much.

Overwhelming, with such a big group of friends to town. It was so cool.

So like I've just complete my Direct Polytechnic Admission and I blabbered nonsense. A part of me hoping I'd be selected but, yet the other part doesn't. Interviews is something I pretty much hate. Let's wait and see.

2007-07-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

Mr Solehan started a short conversation with me earlier after recess.

He asked : How's life and mentioned about having a Boyfriend. I had to no idea he knew I had a Boyfriend so, I asked him how he'd found out. He said he was able to tell and that I'm very pretty and a fine mature young adolescent, definitely would have a boyfriend outside. I laughed and said Thankyou. He said there's like a obvious difference between a mature and a childish one.

End of conversation and we arrived at class.

The confirmation of 13 friends, including some of our playmates and excluding the unconfirmed ones, had plan to catch Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix this upcoming Saturday. Yes, tickets have been already booked by me and we know, we're really 'kiasu'. However, there were hell lots more of the typical kiasu singaporeans had placed their booking way before us. There's barely any good seats for Digitial Format. That's a pity. We couldn't get any too.

Hopefully, everything turns out great!

2007-07-09T15:32:00.000+08:00

The end of MotherTongue O'levels. My classmates said I was expressionless, they couldn't tell nothing but, I was freaking out so bad. I was the first to go and "Go, Jolee Go" Tom cheered.
The passage was manageable however, the conversation was a damn.
It goes something like this : Do you think we should depend on the government to keep the country clean and ... trees...? Mind the translation. The invigilator was a middle-aged man who has a deep low vocal and looks like a cartoon. I couldn't get myself to focus on the question he asked. That he had to repeat it and simplify it for me. I couldn't think, I don't like talking about ways to save Earth and then some.

So.. My chinese oral really sucked big time. I think my speech has less than 10 sentences and I spoke in English. The invigilator loves to smile and, he helped me out a little but still, my sentences are stucked up and filled with one or two English word.
Whatever it is, I just hope to get a pass. That, I'll be content.

2007-07-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

A friggin' pathetic day it was. Boyfriend and I met at 4pm, started to VivoCity to catch two movies: Transformers and Die Hard 4.0. Showtimes were all fully-booked and we fucked up.

Someone tapped me from behind and, it was NicoleLin, she just returned to singapore from Perth. Very unexepected, I was so surprised. Cab-ed home at 8pm, chilled-out and bummed at Starbucks then to Boyfriend's place. Boredom kicked in and, we were half-alive. It has half-killed us both.

Boyfriend:
I cant live without you, you can see it with my eyes, I'm all cried out with nothing to say, you're everything I want it to be. Your heart belongs to me, I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch, forever yours I'll be. I need you and you need me. And I would never let you go, and I will always love you so, I will.

To be continuted...

2007-07-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

A sudden change of perspective toward SocialStudies. My SS teacher, Mrs Lim, teaches like as if I'm tuned into Discovery Channel on StarhubCableTv. Totally cool.

You'd boat instead of vehicles. I want to go to Venice!

Period.

2007-07-02T03:21:00.000+08:00

I wrestled myself up from bed, to go online for the sake of Boyfriend.

He played his Dota while, I scanned through my list and found Edward to play Msngames with. Amazingly, it lasted for 2hours. Truely unbelieveable. I'd never do that with anyone else and, never thought I could, with Edward. In-betweens, we reminisced the past where Edward and I used to be good friends and we would hogged onto the phone for endless night-chats. Until one night, I slept unknowingly on the phone, amid of our conversation. He even said he could hear me snored. So yeah, those days were really cool.

A certain degree of enthusiasm toward Transformers, Harry Potter and Retail therapy with the girls and Boyfriend. A whole new list lined up with entertainment and leisure, however O'levels is nearing, everything has to be brought forward.

Laters

After saturday has faded into sunday, which fades into night.

2007-07-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

Physically and mentally exhausted we are, it's unbelieveable after a total of 15 hours out studying and hanging out on a Saturday night. What a day.

We met at early and studied from 10am to 8am at Jurong Regional Library. I know, it's kind of heavy, literally. Saw some familiar faces there too. Between-breaktime are always fun. We'd talked and joked around so much, sometimes it's hard to get back into studying mode. Boyfriend came for about half-an-hour, to return some items of mine then, off he went to work. Later that night, Wanie craved for LongJohn and then some. We went to view the Ice-skating rink. Somehow, I missed Ice-skating so much. Ice-skating will be a upcoming process for decision. I will want Boyfriend to be part of the invitation. Anyone?

We left Jurong East and started towards Raffles place in our sabby clothings and shagged-faces.

We walked from RafflesPlace to Esplanade towards MarinaSquare wanting to have a magnificant view of the huge FerrisWheel and NDP. The girls were hating it so much. Sabby looks, naked faces on a Saturday night at Esplanade. Gag, totally. Some Waterfront performances were on , we were audience for a moment. Undeniably sad, we thought we were total nerds for the day, literally. However, the list of what people's wearing there are nowhere any difference. There were the skinnies, all-blacks, what else? Basically these two fashion trends are the most common of all. There's this thing Wanie came up with, "Buy 1, get 3 free" and I went on to multiplying them. Awefully many. Go figure.

Attention seeking, we knew we should never expect from, today. However, there were. Infact, quite a number. No, I'm not bragging about it.

We cleared Esplanade, wanting to go to some other places, appropriate for us for our chill-out sessions. We walked and walked and walked.

Back to square one, Esplanade. We couldn't decide a place suitable to chill. I chanced upon Nunu and we hugged.

We then, decided on MarinaSquare where the flight of steps were, to chill. By then, after so much of talking, joking and laughed til we couldn't take it. We thought it was pointless to then sit there without the hype anymore. We leaned on our bags on the stairs and planned ahead, after O'levels and when we hit 20 onwards.

Details can't be spared. However, Star-cruising is a must after O'levels with those willing classmates of ours.

Mrt-ed home was the most dreadful thing ever at Midnight. My whole body wants to shut and take a rest. I was half-awake.

Study-session in the morning later again. Perhaps I'd miss it.

2007-06-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

Jacked up with fear as I'm blogging this out.

I am so freaking out for my Mt Orals. Its nearing and I'm first in the list.
I really hate that, even boyfriend reckoned I'd fail too.
I just can't cough out mandarin words, like the way some can converse so fluently.
I lack the ability to pronounce or to phrase a sentence properly. I can't do that in speech, literally.
9th of July is doom's day, according to me. I wonder if anyone's on the same page as I am.

Boyfriend and I starbucks-ed today. The irresistable Venti-sized HotChocolate drink with drizzles of caramel and chocolate, tasted oh-so satisfying and in the haze of nicotine, naked conversations were exchanged. This whole week had been really cool.

Bumped into Giam in the afternoon near Tenmile. Such coincidence.

2007-06-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend seemed to have freshmen, sophomore bitches and even juniors always checkin' him out. Ew(gag).

Attended school today, and it was so cool hanging around with the mates. We laughed our butts off so loudly and dissed Edward pretty much, he went a little off the hook! We all planned meet-ups for study-sessions almost everyday since O'levels is nearing. It's still processing.

Anyhow, Boyfriend picked me up from school today and we had Macdonalds for lunch. Sick, Macdonalds' pretty expensive, I mean in my point of view. 2 meals amounted to almost 12buckaroos off Boyfriend's pay. So like, he waited for me to get dressed and went to his place.

Chilled out, read my book and then some. Later went to the mall, bought Sweet-talk's Milktea and purchased a pack. Bummed some, drank and talked tres whatever-it-is. It was immensely fun. Boyfriend was full of verve, pretty ironic. I like it. He made me play the fool and repeatedly did sarcastic spaz laughs on his scabby jokes. Walked home and he, sang a pathetic song changing the lyrics to something so horny. Then he sang another properly, which was the very first song I'd heard him sing to me when we're just together.

Laters

2007-06-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

Movie marathon; Kingdoms Of Heaven, Ghost rider and 200Pounds Beauty.Hell. All the flicks were awesome.Anyhow, study-session later on with girlfriends. I've to focus real hard, and not let time waste away.

Boy, I need a new gadget to kick start a whole new dimension of music into my ears. Oh, definitely inneed of a friggin' ear-plugged, I seemed to damage whenever its being owned by me. Hell. I need music rocking when I set my mode to study, whatsoever.

2007-06-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

I was just having a quickie conversation with Boyfriend. He called at exactly midnight and sang the 'Happy Birthday' song in 3 different languages; English, Malay and Chinese.
It sounded awfully cute for the chinese one.
Thank you and I love you, FiqqieSan.

&& thank you to those whom had wished me, be it online or through my cellphone. It is very much appreciated!
I'd just turned seventeen and it feels amazing. Allow me to rejoice for a mintue or two and I'll stop the crap. Hell, I am so looking forward to turning 18th instead.

My twin seem rather with his phonecall, talking to his girlfriend or something.
Oh all right, I wished my twin a Happy 17th Birthday too! I mean if he does read my blog.

2007-06-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

I totally dig my excruciatingly painful red-hot-tanned skin.
Literally, I'd feel so hot. Yeah.
Boyfriend drools over it, he wants me.

I went braless today and it was sure some awkward shite. I wonder if anyone could actually noticed it. Hopefully not. My skin screamed when I hook on my bra. Then I went to the library for the usual study session. Later on, there's another session again at Jurong regionaly library, and most likely I have to go braless again. Don't mind the open-ness.

My 17th birthday's like tomorrow! Dang, I'm turning seventeen already and its speedy.

2007-06-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

I am very much burnt, like a fucking red lobster, after FabulousTan at Cineleisure.
Tryouts of the new machine was pretty cool. I am the only one with much obvious results after the tan. The boys paid 10$ each for me.

& oh, I'd finally purchased 2 KateMoss Collection tops of my size.
Bumped into Nette at Topshop, and she shouted my name pretty loud! Great to see you again.
Met Boyfriend after Tanning, chilled out for a bit, and went home. I was so exhausted, I don't know why. Like my energy's being drained out and I was half-awake. Sadly, no pictures taken for this outing. I'd certainly want to captured some good moments at the parlour tanning and with my friends.

Laters Jackasses;

At first, this image obesses her, this shameful, unspeakable, atrocious fantasy.

2007-06-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

I want to sell my Ipod Mini to purchase a Ipod shuffle in Hot Pink. Anyone? And a Sony camera too from Dad for Birthday gift. Hopefully, he agrees to it.

Edward, Patrick and I going FabulousTan this Monday, Ed's going to treat me for my Birthday gift and I'm going to force Pat to sponser some too. Rosa too, for some tanning session some time soon. We ought too since she said she'd missed me. Aw. Oh, your fucking tresses rocked my socks.

So back to basics, Boyfriend and I are some sort getting better, at least. However, in other aspects, he'd still needs some major touch-ups. Finally, I loaned 3 books from the library and going to have to finish it by 7th July. Studied with L and Dan today at MosBurger, coincidentally I saw my twin with his Girlfriend and I got to excited, wanting my friends to check him out. They wanted to know how a boy-girl twin look like. Oh, I am older by 2minutes.

2007-06-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

I'd got a
MaybellineNewYork Volume Express Turbo Boost Mascara Waterproof.

Wow. That's damn long advertising name.

Happy 3Years 7Months Anniversary to you, Fiqqiesan

2007-06-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

Thoughts bulleted in my brain, ricocheting creative side to practical side, lustful half to hateful half. For the coming anniversary, birthday, study-sessions, sun-bathing sessions, great singapore sales and then some. The thought of O' levels nearing, it scupper all plans.

Anniversary's like today it has already past midnight. Boyfriend's working so we weren't be celebrating. I mean we haven't been celebrating it for the past couple of months, literally. Like to celebrate it as grandeur as I want it to. Anyhow, it has come to 3years&7months and counting. It has once been this close to breaking up, that close to having the best relationship of all times. Well, it is the best relationship I had so far. I'd actually learnt a lot from Boyfriend, himself. I learned about myself, studied myself and understood myself pretty much. I'd evolved and rediscovered me, simply said. Pretty much drastic too. This is all I need in this life of sin. The life experience I've never regretted.

All memoirs from the past are still as vivid.

Oh! The first interest in me, the very first time, I can still remember it like it was yesterday.

Sadly, I doubt I'd be celebrating my 17th Birthday this year. I am planning it big on my 18th Birthday in 2008, hopefully.

Frequenting on study-sessions nowadays with friends. A whole new group of classmates most of the times. It's kind of fun but the main purpose is still study, itself. It will definitely feel weird. Studying is like a new hobby for many of us. And because of the influence of Zubbie.

I am so craving to sun-bathe with Boyfriend, he doesn't really have the time for it and wanted his bod first before strutting it off in public. The urge to shop is always there in me and with great singapore sales, it's so much more of a temptation.

Laters Jackasses;

Maybe my psychology's really messed up.

2007-06-04T12:25:00.000+08:00

Tears dammed up behind my lashes. I hate being emotional. To be bowed with sorrow completely almost every day since the month of June, it just sucked.

Because of that one guy, the one whom I truly love, made you in such a severely disappointment state. Somehow, it's affecting my mood for studies.

I couldn't make sense of myself, no more.

I give you everything that I am. I'm handin' in everything that I've got, cause I wanna have a really true love. Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up. All I wanted was to know I'm safe. Don't want to lose the love I've found, remember when you said that you would change. Don't let me down. It's not fair how you are, I can't be complete, can you give me more? & all I know is, You got to give me everything & nothing less cause You know I give you all of me. Oh please, you know what I need, save all your love up for me, we can't escape the loveGive me everything that you have. What have we been doing for all this time? Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right.

He needs "alone" time every so often to unwind, he said.

My head felt constricted, squashed in a vise of fustration, ready to pop like a blister.

Like I've said, I'd feel super-stressed up towards all aspects of my life now. I am or will concentrate very hard for studies for this coming few months left. Countdown: 132 days. Practically 15 days to cover the whole of a subject. Yes, its fast-going and a short period of time indeed.

Envy jolted.

2007-06-03T11:06:00.000+08:00

Saturday, studied at Jurong regional library again until 7pm, Boyfriend came and gave me a big tense hug from behind. We left for Boyfriend's place, thought that I could watch Shrek3 there. Instead the whole family watched School of Rock.

His dad started asking me questions, whether have I become a beauty expertise.
Sometimes I just don't get what his dad's always trying to say. The ear-catching sentence: Jolee, you very pretty already. What have you learnt to beautify your face? Did you do some... Then I couldn't hear it. I was semi-stunned. I hope I didn't blushed like wine. Boyfriend just sat there eating, when I asked him why didn't he say anything. He said he'd almost choked on his food. Boyfriend's such a a-hole.

After the flick on Tv, went up to the room, a perfect backdrop for silence and I went into a dead sleep right away. I was so reluctant to get up, I wished I could just slept there for the night. I had to asked Boyfriend to carry me up on my feet. We took the cab home, mid-night fare was charged.

Oh great, Pirates of the Caribbean: The curse of the black pearl later at 1830h.
Sun-bathing with Boyfriend soon. I want to get some freshly reddish-tanned skin. Boyfriend have hots for it. And I so want to get my hair steamed too. I want it soft.

A pang of regret

2007-06-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

Le sigh.
Met up with Boyfriend yesterday night and he came down with Zali.
We'd nicotine-ed.
I told Zali a summarize version of what Boyfriend had been doing, of late. I thought we could combine forces and helped Boyfriend. I thought he could knock some sense into Boyfriend.
It didn't work. He'd got himself real upset instead.

Back to his place. We went upstairs, talked and then some. The way Boyfriend replied Zali's questions, was exactly the same as the way he'd replied mine. And gave a pathetic smirked each fucking time.

They weren't in good terms, Zali left to camp.
I tried conversing with Boyfriend, it turned out relatively all right. I told him almost everything I felt. I hope you could dearly understand me.
He promised and swore upon god, he'd stop. Though I dont feel the reassurance yet, I thought I should trust him this time. I hope he's a man of words.

I think I'm currently hooked up with Miami's Ink. I've been watching it since last week.
It totally rocked my socks.

What a bumpy ride.

2007-05-31T12:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I asked myself how would it be like being single after all these wonderful 3 years?

Then I asked myself again, will I be able to even let someone I loved so much go?I guess I am thinking way too much.

My mind was spinning in a frenzy of nerves because things have been really rocky between us.

I feel overly stressed up. Maybe I should stop analyzing so much. Maybe you could stop your bullshites too. I don't dig your pseudo-storytales. And you should stop tiptoe-ing around your it.

I love you so much and you took it for granted. I don't like being the fool neither playing the fool.

I loved the past of when we started off. And to think of it now, it could just make me cry. Those days were oh-so fine.

You're making me more sad day-by-day. I have so much to say to you, there's so many things I wanna let you know. I want you to understand me and stand by me when times I need you. I can't pour everything out here. I want you to be true to yourself and towards me. Just truthfulness and passion with youre with me, that's all I ask for now. Til it gets better again. Ag.

It will be two choices :

First, I might be better off without him. Second, Suck it up girl. All guys are annoying most of the times.

2007-05-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

I'm so screwed.
Had Mother Tongue O'levels today. I slept early last night but I was so sleepy this morning.
My eyes practically shut itself when I was half-way through both papers.
I don't know why my eyes are shutting itself on me. Both papers were all right, just that time was of its essence. I rushed through Paper2 still, incomplete.
How fucked up should I be?

I don't want to retake, I'm unbelieveably bored of Chinese already.
Because it fucking annoys me.
Sick, enough of ranting.
What's done can't be undone. Shite.
Ag.

And I'm gazoygle about you

2007-05-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

You've got to be cool enough to pull it off, babe.

What a day. What a awful Sunday.I was stuck at home, bored to death until tuition came, then I was bored again.We didn't have our meet-ups today, everything seemed so wronged. It clashes.
And I miss you like a child misses their blanket, Boyfriend. I remembered Formats for Letterwriting and compositions, i'm so afraid i might lose it tomorrow. It's O'levels, damn it.

I'm going to turn in early, right after this.

Thanks a fucking lot, bitch

2007-05-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

So went to Jurong Regional Library again to study with friend.
Zubbie and Wanie at first, then Haopeng, Daniel and Jy came later on. Boyfriend was there too, teaching Math and stuffs. Sazali was there too, somehow it was purely coincidence.
Boyfriend left to lan-ing with his brother and friends, my friends and I went to Bpp instead.
Sat at Starbucks and had a pretty long chat with Evynn then headed to Macdonalds.
Leona was there too, studying with her friends.

Couldn't study at Macs, it was so freak polluted with noise and too many people that we can't study there.
Left at 11 plus and PatPat walked me to TenMile. Some prince he was, he claimed it was like so far from Bpp to TenMile. I also told him that he, with side-parting will actually look more handsome. He's flushed right away, til his ears got red-hot. How cute. Zubbie, wanie and I was laughing like mad.

You wouldn't know how retarded I am that I haven't ride on a bike my entire 16 plus years of life ever at all, until today.
Blame it on Boyfriend who couldn't walk me home and myself for being afraid of walking home alone.
That I had to disturb Wee's.
I casually asked Boyfriend and he went to his brother instead. I know its kinda like a tinge of jealousy that would aroused between both. Wee, I know you don't like it. Please don't take it to heart. You know nothing would happen, nothing at all would happen in fact. Plus, he knows his facts and limitions. I still want your flying kisses, cool?

If you're still not cool, guess we got to have a little conversation. All right?

Oh, I didn't know how to put on the helmet and strap it on.
I prayed that I wouldn't die, literally. See how paranoid I am.
Finally after all these years, I'd hopped on a bike and experienced the naked feeling of adrenaline rush as the bike accelerates.
I loved it. But never ever on my friend's boyfriend again.
Exception.

Pirates of the caribbean: At world's end

2007-05-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

Homed after Pirates of the caribbean: At world's end, at Great world city.

Finally I get to see my hot pirate, Johnny Depp.

The movie was pretty cool, though I couldnt catch up with their conversation because of certain distractions from my Cell phone.

I want to watch it again, maybe borrow a Dvd or something when it's released.

It wasn't the greatest day though. It was filled with almost-there happiness and satisfaction.

Sort of like a wrong day, wrong time, wrong stuffs to do on the whole.

Boyfriend couldn't agree less.

It was still cool, as long as I've Boyfriend around with me.

Yeah, so enough of fun and games, I will be starting my revision like tomorrow- No school.

One solid day of studying with friends at the library.

I will practice more on chinese to get a B3, oh fuck.

2007-05-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

A couple of my friends said I've slimmed down.
I was on cloud nine to hear it.
Like, finally!
After a week or so of not eating much and doing a little bit of exercise.
However, my targeted mass is still far from achieveable. Like 5kg more.

Was late for school today and I had to run the entire perimeter of the school field, 4 damn rounds. I was so shagged afterwards I slept in class. I almost died of menstrual cramps. It was so freak pain, I could have screamed.

Laters,
Jackasses

I wonder if for all I've said, was it wrong?

2007-05-20T09:10:00.001+08:00

It felt really heart-crushing. The first ever feeling of feeling so so devastated.
The point where I really knew I wasn't a good girlfriend anymore, and that you wanted to give up on me.
I stood there and broke into tears, crying as if it was so hard to breathe.
It was't as easy as it seemed to just let go.
I need you, Boyfriend.

Oh great! I lost my ring again.

Yesterday night was so much fun with the girlfriends.
It was so much of a non-stop laughing day.

We rushed to Seoul Garden, after purchasing tickets for Blades of Glory.
Oh yeah, Blades of Glory was one hell of a freaking hilarious flick. It was so hilarious, I laughed so loud until I'd almost lost my voice.
By then it was around 11pm, Boyfriend finally called.
Asked me to go down to Wisma to look for him where he was chilling at Cosmopolitan.
Met his sort-of current group he's hanging out with lately.
Girlfriends didn't want to join, they waited for me at CoffeeBean instead.
Once done, Boyfriend and I walked over to Paragon and chilled with the girls.
Later on, sat down at the Fountain of Taka and chatted til 2 plus. Boyfriend blurted out some facts about our relationship that should not be, at all, blurted out.
I was kind of pissed off but still maintained my cool.

Its 3plus A.m now, physically exhausted for the entire night.

P.s Pictures uploading soon.

2007-05-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

One word: Satisfaction.

School as per normal. Boyfriend picked me up from school, went home straight and got ready for our date. Shopping date.

Took a while to get myself prepared, walked from Fareast to Wisma Atria then Ps.
Purchased 6 items today, splurged on : A pair of flats, Topshop and Mango Tops, 2 pairs of Mng Pants and last, shades from Forever21.

Boyfriend was so great today. He's been a good good boy lately and I liked that.
Whilst at Mango, some sales assistant told Boyfriend I was pretty.
Whatever.
It just felt so good today.

Been awhile since Ive been to Town and actually walked a whole lot.
My legs are aching so bad and mentally I was sleepy.

Laters.

P.s Pictures

I told you so, I am someone of a higher caliber.

2007-05-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

We've finally received out Class tees.
It's the coolest one i've seen in Fajar of all my years there.

[Pictures upload soon]

I wore it today to go for a Rope-skipping session with Boyfriend.
Seriously, Boyfriend skips so much better than I do.
Yeah, it was so fun.

Gotten back Mid-year results, its really badly done.
Firstly, the papers were so tough, sort of.
Secondly, revision started too late.
Thirdly... ....

Oh, I did much better for English though. Math was worst of the pack, a fucking F9.
I swear I'd start revision next week onwards.

Fridays and Saturdays are the best, I reckon for this coming week.

2007-05-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

Quiz : What colour is your love aura?

1. To you, a good kiss is:
a A peck on the cheek
b Lip to lip with tight pucker
c Lip to lip with a little tongue play
d Nice and wet with lots of tongue

2. Your idea of a hot date is:
a Dinner with your parents
b A stroll and a stop for a cup of coffee
c A movie with an easy-to-follow plot for plenty of makeout action
d Getting a motel room

3. Your favourite pickup line is:
a What're you looking at?
b Hi. What's your name?
c You're cute. What are you doing for the rest of my life?
d Shut up and Kiss me

4. You're eating with a guy and he spills ketchup on his shirt. You:
a Say nothing
b Wipe it off with your napkin
c Lick it off
d Tell him his shirt has ketchup on it, then rip it off

5. You'll dump a guy if:
a He doesn't say "please" and "thank you"
b He swears too much
c He's got butt zits
d He won't do "everything"

Answer key:
If you picked mostly A's, your sexual aura is WHITE. Face it, you're a prude. Join a convent now !

If you picked mostly B's, your aura is YELLOW. You're cautious, maybe too much so. Time to take a few chances.

If you picked mostly C's, your aura is BLUE. You're sensuous and sexy but don't carry it too far- most of the time. Be careful.

if you picked mostly D's, your aura is RED. You're a total slut! You might want to slow down a bit. But hey, maybe it works for you.

May-day! May-day!

2007-05-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

Math Paper2 was freak hard. I cracked my brain; worst-case scenario.
However, that's all my brain could do, questions incomplete.
I was so freaking pissed off, butt sticking onto the chair and a wack neckache for 2hours and a half.
The longest duration ever.

Biology paper was fine. I did studied some, managed to complete all.
Pray for the best. I know my answers are patheticly written.
Whatever.

Tomorrow, last paper. Science Paper1.

Finally we'd the chance to go on a date after so long, literally.
Shopping/Movies.
Great time? I reckon so.

At the coffeshop near my block, whilst buying a packet of icemilo.
It was the freaking first time a guy looked at me in such a sort of manner.
Boyfriend noticed too. Both boyfriend and I was stunned.
I knew him somehow during Primary school days. Barely any of my old friends actually recall who I was. I've changed drastically I supposed.

2007-05-09T13:18:00.000+08:00

All my black pens failed on me today.
Poa paper was pretty okay, though some questions are brain-cracking.
I did all, everything. Barely any balances.

11 down , 3 more to go. Marks the end of Mid-year.

Hot summer movies :
1. Pirates of the caribbean; At world's end.
May 24
2. Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix
July 12
3. Shrek3
May 31
4. Fantastic Four; Rise Of the silver surfer
June 14
5. Ocean's Thirteen
June 7
6. Die Hard 4.0
July 5
7. Surf's Up
June 21
8. Zodiac
May 31

Random, Im not thinking straight.

2007-05-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Burning of midnight oils of late.
I'd sure be totally exhausted after Mid-year exams. It doesn't seemed to help. I screwed up almost all the papers.!

Math Paper 1 is offically screwed. I was so dumb that I thought MathPaper was 2nd, Physics 1st. It turned out the other way round.
I put all effort on Physics, nothing on Math.
Seriously, it's the lack of practice. I usually could do such questions until today! It would be manageable if I were to practice more. Obviously.

I almost treated today as the end of Mid-year Exams. Went to Boyfriend's place. Watched 300.
Rested for a while and started off with Poa revision.
Watched Csi with the brothers, taught Suhaimi a little on Poa and went home.

Continuation of Poa revision...
...burning of midnight oil

I took a dead aim

2007-05-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

Approximately 9hours of studying at different places.
It was mind-blowing, literally.

Boyfriend woke me up from sleep, waited for me to get ready, then he accompanied me to JE.
We haven't talk much these days. I was real busy with those study sessions.
I neglected him somehow.
We talked and we gave each other big tense hugs, made to promised to behave ourselves.
He's a disappointment, of late.
I was undeniably sad at times.
Anger bubbled when he says 'what's the big hooha about ?'.

I met the girls at Jurong Regional Library.
Bumped onto Dan, Sofie and syikeen there.
We studied separately though, there weren't enough spaces. Dan joined us to teach Poa at some point of time.
Then we girls studied til about 8pm , decided to stop for a break.
It was always cool to study together.
Arrived at Bpp, met up with Boyfriend again! We took a while to settle down at Starbucks before continued studying for about an hour or so. There were so many lizards around that made Wanie so grossed about, she'd literally speed off when a lizard was above her on the ceiling. However, it was braved of her to continue studying.

Saw Vynn studying O'level Maths alone.
He wanted to depart when we arrived, we talked some.

I had to better produce results!

What's with you today, Boyfriend?

2007-05-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Asmah popped a question to me : " Jo, You don't want to try Afro style? I think it suits you."
I was like What?!
Wanie and I were talking about hairstyles at first. She told me she want to have a messy-perm kind of style. Which leads to Asmah telling me I suit a Afro Hair-do. Holyshit.
Alright, I'm imagining it. Maybe I should. But it will spoil my tresses!

Oh, today girlfriends and I studied at Esplanade Library; SingaporeArtsCafe.
The place pretty cool, and Friday nights they have free jam session for anyone. It was too noisy to continue studying then. We left around 7plus and walked around MarinaSquare.
What's up with the crowds? It feels so dead. Shopped around for stuffs. Saw some items that I lust for eversince. Just purchased a mango top because I didn't have the time to shop. The girls are like rushing me.
Wanie has recently become my photographer. She loves using cellphone's camera to snap pictures of me without me knowing at times. But she does take really good shots.

Been awhile since I'd stepped into Town area. I feel so tempted to shop tomorrrow however I'm meeting the girls up again for a solid study session at Jurong regional library.

So, I sat for English Paper1, Cme Paper and Socialstudies Paper.
I didn't have much time for Ss and I completely went blanked! It was the first time experiencing such a situation. I almost gave up. I wrote little for Ss. English was fine, I hope I do well. No plannings at all. I wrote 2pages long for composition. Maybe its all bullshit, entirely no linked to what my question asked. There was no good vocabs, no beautiful sentences/phrases. It was plain and dull. I didn't have the time. Or say, I couldn't recall.

Its done for good. I had better focus a whole lot on the rest of the subjects. I want to score. Really.

screamo, literally.

2007-05-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

Stiff necks, aching limbs, moaning buttcheeks.

Physically exhausted.

Mentally stressed.

Le sigh.

The commence of Mid-Year Examination, today. MotherTongue Paper1 and 2, I didn't have enough time to finish the papers. It's so hard to read the chinese characters therefore, I freaking don't know what are they talking about. I just copied and pasted almost everything. My dictionary was caught having written stuffs on, which I have totally no idea of at all. Lucky me, I still get to use it. It didn't at all came in handy, my composition was incomplete. You can see english words and hanyupinyins here and there. I was disorganised, totally.

English Paper1, Cme and Social studies paper tomorrow. It's going to be hand-wrecking process.

Definitely cramps and sweaty palms for me. Wish me all the best, I'd strive to rise and perserve.

I've got to go now.

To fret, to stress, to choke, to cry on with all the notes, vocabularies, whatsoever.

Laters

2007-05-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

(Note : More picture soon. )

Studied at WestCoast Park's Macdonald. We sat there for hours-9 solid hours. It was pretty worth it. I did math, Paper 1s. Paper 2s are such a damn.! Practiced Physics too, 6Chapters.

By 8pm, Wanie and I stopped studying and wanting so much to go the playgrounds. Its my 2nd visit to Wcp, in my entire 16+ years of life. We girls had fun. We laughed so hard, we loved it. We then proceeded to the playground or whatever it's termed. Zubbie and I stood on some spinning thing and wanie did the turns. It was such a head-spinning sensation. I feel so like want to throw-up. I can't take spinning myself around, but it was hell lot of fun. Then to the Pyramid Net. I climbed it for the first damn time. I feared heights. We didnt make it to the top, we were just too afraid. We layed at where the nettings were all checkered-like and cam-whored. The pictures are wacky: upload soon. And we tried the swing thing from one end to the another, I don't know what's that called. It was awesome lah!

Went home soon after. Was so shagged out and stinky.

To create the excitement lacking in her own little life- that's what I need

2007-04-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

I've been admiring hot people lately. Be it online or on the streets.
Speaking of streets, or should I say, just merely getting my ass out for shoppings, hangouts and whatsoever. It was rather long eversince I actually shopped. I miss those days. And I'm deprived of them.

Shopping,
Sun-bathe,
Chill outs,
Movies,
etc
.
.
.
However, my band account is low desert dry.

That Wednesday, English Oral went smoothly. I thought I did pretty good. The topic was on shopping.!

Study mode hasn't kick into gear at all. Muggin' processes failed. Homeworks piling up thus leaving me with much lesser time for revision. I'm going for a early-morning jog tomorrow with Boyfriend , hopefully it will relief the stress brewing in me.

I really dig this picture.

Laters Jackasses;

We shared the same hood.

2007-04-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

I think boys who wants to get into a relationship, should first, quit computer gamings. Unless he manages his time well, it would practically ruined everything.
How i wish you could goddamn quit playing Dota. I'd prayed for that.
(Note: Boyfriend)

I'm not so cool about it afterall.
Period.

That they say on average seven thousand words per day(and women twenty thousand).
That they disassociate love and sex.
That they arent free not to do what gives them more pleasure than anything else.
That men are like that.
That they display their hardness, their ingratitude, their unfairness, their pride, their narcissim, and their forgetfulness of others.

Filling each other in with hot intense hugs

2007-04-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

I've completed all my homeworks. All. Hopefully, revision could start tomorrow.

Met up with Boyfriend again, he will be free these days. Went to Bangkit , purchased my yearly supply of contact lenses. Then we walked inwards to Petir Road. Stopped by a playground and we see-sawed. Boyfriend helped me with push-ups on the bar and we did some swingswing. I freaked when I stepped on ants infested areas.

The place was rather spooky though. Misty and all quiet. We had a pretty long walked, and talked throughout. We'd passed by the carpark where we played candles years back during lantern festival or something. I remembered we waxed the ground with candles displaying 'I love you' or something like that and took a picture of it of me sitting between the candles.

Think back, it was pretty cute. I mean those were the good ol' days.

Why am I even talking about this?!

There are only two kinds of men : Dead... Deadly.

2007-04-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

We had conversation for hours but I just can't seem to tell if you're fiction or fact.

I feel rather pissed with you, for purchasing another pack. You could have treat me to a meal or two. You could have save it up for a date of us, both. Remember our pact? I'll give you until the end of April. I reckon I'd lose you though. I'm unable to fathom what's going on in your mind.

Truthfully, I've not been studying. Neither are most of my classmates, everyone's like depending on last minute revision. I tried to listen attentively in lesson but never failed to feel so stressed up at the end of it. We had a Poa class-test on Clubs&Societies that Friday, I'd screwed it up. All for you should know, I didn't study for it. Again, I'd feel pissed off with myself. A week and a half left to Mid-year Examination. I've got to focus solely on this mid-year/preparation for O's, whatever it takes to get good grades. Get your freak on, bitch.

Anyone wants to start muggin' with me? And I mean hardcore, muggin'.

Randoms;

Oh, we have changed to another supplier for the class-tees.. Hopefully we're able to get our goods asap.(Note: classmates)
The weather has been sweltering hot these days then it rains in the afternoon and it gets humid again. Mother Earth is sick!
I've been struck with a excruciating pain in my uterus this morning. Go figure!

2007-04-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

Received the news yesterday and band has cliched a Silver. Whatever it is , you guys have done a great job! Last minute Weena decided to skip the session. Met up with Rosa in the evening to study, starbucks. It was rather weird, guess Im not like used to it yet. Was too distracted at starbucks so we quitted studying and just chilled. It was pretty nice yesterday. Boyfriend came after his work, dumbfucker he is, he lost his wallet. He'd still managed to have some cash on hand and purchased a pack.

Left at 11pm, took two sticks for weena and cabbed home.
Skip!

Met up with Wee this afternoon after Act. Again, I said its rather weird. But Im cool. It was good too. We'd love the same brand? Sweet favours. We had our smoke-fest session as quoted.

Im still fretting over English so-called talktime. I have nothing to write/talk about.
Everyone's like started with their muggin' , I'd feel as if Im chilling out or something. I think I give no shit about Olevels now. Moodless to study.

2007-04-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

I am freak pissed off with myself.
Fcuk, I failed MT Oral; Mye/Prelims? by just one pathetic mark.
Screw the damn questions about GlobalWarming.
Guessed I'm the only one who failed. Seriously, I dearly wished to drop Mt.
With such pathetic Oral results, it will pull my written paper down thus, pulling my points higher. You see, how fucked up can it be?

I told him that it's very hard for me to put my idea into words to speak up. Not long after I had nothing more further to comment, he sort of reprimanded me. Making me feel like saying 'fcukyou'. He teaches Mt lessons in half chinese, half english style, some H.o.d shit he is. And again, my Mt oral has never been good anyway. It just dampens my whole spirit. Damn.

Earlier on in class, we had free periods for Cme. We're all so bored, some friends came up with cute games. First was 'Mouth&finger not the same', 'doublenumbers' and ' Rabbit activated'.
Rabbit activated thing made me laughed so bad , I teared. And because of me, everyone got distracted , I got distracted , I was out of the game. It help perks up that dullness in class.
Whatever.

As for class-tees, its really disappointing. Guessed we'd invest in the wrong supplier. Fucker, he's making up all sort of reasons. I dont know when can we get our goods.

2007-04-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Bad news to Class 5As, We are currently unable to collect our Class-tees this week. So, you guys won't receive it on Monday as what Zubbie has initially promised.

We're supposed to go for the collection of Class-tees today at Fareast. Last minute, the plan cancelled. The uncle's really unreliable. Postponed again. Will keep you people updated.
Patrick reached Bpp at 4pm. He received our text-message late and misunderstood what we mentioned. We pitied Patpat, so I came up with a plan for a movie date.

PatPat waited for us for an hour. Zubbie and I met him at 1700 at interchange. We knew Pat must be darn mad with us but he somehow kept his emotions to himself. We had LongJohn for dinner. Guess what, I'd saw LeonCheng with his girlfriend, JingNi. I was so shocked lah.

Watched the movie Shooter. Ohmygod, the movie's so so awesome! Superbly awesome but it doesnt appeal to Patpat.
He have to go home after the movie, I stayed at Town, waited for Boyfriend to end work. Zubbie didn't want to go too. We sent Patpat all the way to the Mrt and bid farewell. Poor patpat. He's looked so lost and shyly-cute. We took a picture of him , will upload it soon.
Cabbed to Bpp, Some ang-moh smiled at me whilst we're in different cabs. I dont know why he'd smile at me. Maybe because he thought I was smiling at him as I was facing his direction?!
So cute. I wanted to wave.
Chilled at Starbucks, Bpp. Had hot caramel, rasberry frap, elcair, blueberries cheesecake and a cup of icewater. The blueberries cheesecake's taste pretty good. Will be back for more.

2007-04-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

A flash flood of love.

We've been together for 3Years and 5months . Despite the hicupps along the way, we are still going relatively strong. Be it colour arguments, heated disagreements and whatsoever , we're still oh-so in love. Right, boyfriend?

At times, we'd get so sick with one another, we'd almost broke off. Almost, but never.
We lasted til now. Some freaking 3years 5months it is,as mentioned.
Still, we'd have countless things to talk about. However, there's times when we'd both ran out of topics. You'd know what we'd be doing.

No matter what had happened way back (flashback on some stuffs), Boyfriend, I'd still love you, always. I'll try to cherish you and our relationship as much as possible. I know our demanded expections and limits. You had better know them too. And remember the things we talked about last night.

Oh! the first interest you had in me, the very first time, I can still remember it like it was yesterday.
We manufactured love a few months later. Hot.

Boyfriend and I made a pact !

Skip.

Exams' coming in 2weeks time. I am still completely disoriented.
I'd stress over not studying smart and hard.
Napfa's around the corner too. Dang!

Laters

2007-04-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

Love is ...
... a wild ride
... not picking the most expensive dish on the menu
...day in and day out
...what makes each day special
...telling her she's beautiful in the morning
...picking up after yourself
...smiling at each other
...winking at her over the morning paper
...returning his car with a full tank
...being the first thought that pops into his head
...getting the tangles out of her hair
...secretly altering your schedule so that you can meet
...having his picture on your desk
...breakfast in bed on saturday morning
...doing the supermarket shopping on your way home from work
...having a good mixer
...someone who makes great pasta
...shopping together on saturday
...doing your bit
...making bread together
...doing the dready chores together
...putting up with his singing in the shower
...when he takes your pictures on his business trip
...when "cold feet" are a cure for snoring
...spelling "I love you" in scrabble
...trying to get the hang of hanging paper
...double the fun when you're together
...hurrying to get home because you know he'll be there
...giving him a back rub after a long day
...being partners in grime
...stopping his snores with a kiss
...someone who cooks and cleans for you
...when he does his share of the housework
...forgetting the dishes every once in a while
...secretly filling her tank
...sharing your wrinkle prevention cream
...phoning when you're late
...waiting up when he's working overtime
...spreading some real butter over his croissant
...letting her take over the bathroom
...not fighting over who gets the front page first
...a message on the mirror
...helping her hang new picture
...someone to push your supermarket cart
...doing things around the house
...making sure she takes her vitamins
...being a good neighbor
...sending her a "smooch" from your cell phone
..calmly going through the monthly bills together
...not reading in bed for hours
...what makes every day worth living
...waiting for him
... sticking a heat on his bumper
...bringing her a pillow
...making the most of a traffic jam
...snuggling up together
..having someone to bless you
...giving her the pick of the bunch
...someone without too many strings attached
...making time to be together
...giving thanks for everyday you've known each other
...a regular bouquet of flowers
...helping with the homework
...like blasting off
...bringing in the harvest together
...not minding if you catch his cold
...when time drags on your own
...a rose through your letter slot
...playing fer favourite tunes in the car
...wearing the dress he likes
...knowing he's there
...a lunch date that lasts through dinner
...wnat gves you something to whistle about
...not making so many demands
...two mugs together
...turning the other cheek
...a phone call to chase away your blues
...when your heart skips a beat
...holding hands
...when your heart sinks to your boots during an argument
...asking her if she likes your aftershave
...knowing that chivalry is not dead
...finding a note on the fridge when you get home
...paying him a compliment
...putting your heads together
...when he's your first and last thought of the day

To be continued ...

A bitch and a half.

2007-04-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

I'd just covered one and a half hour of completing my homeworks.

The intensity of the splitting headache which I have since, is monstrous.

I'm inneed of a oh-so relaxing head massage.

I can't revise today. I seriously can't take that mind-blowing headache, literally.

Stress is definitely coming after me. I'd shall wish for the best for myself.

Boyfriend just gave me a call from work. Hearing his voice, was kind of soothing.

Seriously, it literally crease that stupid headache.

I was so into the right mood for hardcore revision actually. No, maybe just mediocre.

This headache screwed everything!

Am I making it as an excuse?

Whatever.

Random Photos.

The right lover is like a good bra: Supportive, close to the heart, and damned hard to find.

2007-04-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

Somehow I'm getting real stress. About school, about life.
I couldn't focus in class. Well, particularly the lessons were so dull, while zubbie was half-asleep, I was stoning.
If not stoning , I'd be thinking about other stuffs.
Learning Maths gave me a splitting headache.. I couldn't absorb locus.

Should I be worrying then? Worrying for my studies.
Eating sweets every now and then, was helpless.
Why am I fretting so much?
I'm trying to change.
Skip!

I have undone assigments. Incomplete notes dued to being absent. So basically, I have so much to do today.
Why am I still blogging? Fuck.

Anyways, read my title and labels for this post. I found it in a book and I thought I should shared it. Its hilarious.

Laters

Don't try to hard , bitch.

2007-04-08T18:56:00.000+08:00

I'm get bored-out real fast these days. Then all I knew, I'd just be stoning.
Mom lectured me early in the morning today. After all she said, I'd rephrased it. Mainly, she's just jealous because I don't spend time with her. Does that sound better, literally?
We'd almost came up with a win-win situation but it was in vain after another disagreement. Whatever.

I went out with Rachel and friends yesterday evening. Literally , I met new people. We had a pathetic PastaMania's pizza. We walked around and basically talked about clubbing. Her friends are so into it. Waited for Boyfriend to end work, met his colleagues. Hello to acquaintances again.
Bumped onto Rosa Raz, that crazy girl, at Town. Chatted with her at Msn later on, past midnight. Like, when we said we want to hangout, its seems so hard to, somehow or rather. The rest of our girl-talks , you should be less bothered of.

Laters

A pang of regret.

2007-04-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

Today was one of the best chilled out day.
Basically, It rocks lah.
Met up with Boyfriend, wanted to go Lot1 to get my Contactlenses done but was freak lazy.
Chilled at Boyfriend's crib instead.
Watched Babel. Pretty cool movie.
Regretted not studying today, oh whatever. I shall study tomorrow.!
I will.

Somehow we decided to chill at Starbucks, we did. Such coincidence, the boys were around.
Seriously, they're the best chilled-out mates.
I'd really laughed my ass off. They all are real humourous shits.
11pm then I decided to head home.
It was pretty cool.

I missed Prisonbreak2. Damn.

Admiration/Envious/jealousy stares. Do you think so?

2007-04-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

Well, finally I've changed a different blogskin.
I'd be using it for quite some time again. Maybe even longer than the previous skin.

Speech Day was boring. Sat together wit Nizam, Junchang and Ski. Great that friends are like just right beside. Now I could understand how is it like being a student audience.
The past few years back, Ive been performing. Its sure fun compared to just sit-stand-clap repeating again and again. Oh great, the food sucked.
There's one part where I feel kind of touch. It was when they were giving a speech about Ambrose.
That's it. Nothing else was exciting.

Skipped school and went to Bugis National Library to study.
Zubbie and I studied for hours and hours. Literally, 11am to 8pm.
We'd completed a little of Maths and Poa revision.
Ohoh, I borrowed books. Titled 'Love is ... a wild ride' and 'In his arms'

After studying, we headed to Town; Hmv.
Right after Edc 's Roadshow. We'd saw some of the Singapore Idols and some Suria actors/singers , like close-ups.
They're pretty cool lah.
Waited for Boyfriend to end work and have late lunch-cum-dinner at Macs.

2007-04-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

Okay, How dumb can I get?! - Everyone's telling that to me.
I accidentally deleted all my contacts in my Cellphone.
I have to like manually ask everyone in MSN to leave me their contact numbers.
And all of you are real busybodies!
There's always a 'Why' .

So Jackasses , tag me with your contact number. If not add me at : beachybabe_stepjambu@hotmail.com and tell me there.
Really would appreciate it.

Met up with Boyfriend 15minutes ago.
We had a quickie-chat. Somethings he says just pissed me off.
I'm rather not-so-cool about just now, Shariffi Bin Sa'adon, if you're reading this.
He's lan gaming soon with his bunch of friends.
Getting so haughty already just because you're changing, for the better/worst?! Please.
Whatever.
I just want you on Thursday, to talk to fret to stress on every emotions you'd left me with.
Good riddance , its half-school on Thursday.
Oh yeah, you know what, thanks a fucking lot!

2007-04-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

So coincidentally , Zubbie and I wore Green tops and Black shorts with Havaianas Flojos.
We both were freak shocked.
Laughed like mad at the Bus-stop. And with our impure dumbness , we boarded 184 that went to Bpp Interchange NOT Clementi.

Changed Bus184 which goes by Clementi route and had our eyebrows threaded.
It looks so neat and hot now, yeah.

Trained to Jurong Point, Zubbie purchased a pair of Converse Shoe, headed back to Bpp.

Chilled at Starbucks.
We talked about stuffs. A little of my dirty secrets being shared with her.
We laughed at our stupidity since Secondary one.
We gossiped about some girls and lads.

It all ended on a happy note.

Boyfriend surprised me at my doorstep.
I missed him very much, indeed.
He's all cool now.

2007-04-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

You'd never feel what I'd experienced this very night.

Met up with Boyfriend in the afternoon, headed to VivoC.

Initially we wanted to catch a movie , tickets were all sold out.

We then began to window-shop almost every store in VivoC.

And again, I cant find the lust items that I want. Totally none.

We ate at Secret Recipe, the food's great, the cakes were awesome!

Hanged out at VivoC until 8pm, we left for MarinaSquare to meet Boyfriend's friends.

I cant believe that I could hang out with such people I usually be disgusted at, literally.

Shit, I really did hanged out with them.

New friends? Nah, I dont fancy them at all.

They purchased a bottle of liquor, Coke and packs. I followed suit.

Chilled at some corner of MarinaSquare and bottle's up!

It was a drink-smoke fest. Definitely no make-outs included.

Boyfriend drank a lot.

Some bartender he is, shit.

He had an hangover.

Walked to Esplanade, chilled by the centre stage. After the whole 'live' band songs, we sat by the sea. Barely sat for 5 minutes, Boyfriend decided to make a move. Half way whilst walking towards the Bus-stop. Damn, he puked. Real bad. I was like Holy shit.

Rushed for 7ooA, he puked in the bus. Sick! That's the most disgusting thing Ive ever seen in my life. He continued puking like mad. Worst still, we alighted the bus without cleaning the mess up.

I know, Its so irresponsible.

I am embarrassed. Whatsoever.

He doesnt seemed to care at all. Apparently I was right.

Sat down under my block, called Suhaimi to take a cab down to pick him up.

Tomorrow he's starting his first day at FlashNSplash. Gosh!

Ive never seen him in such a state before, seriously I didnt know what to do. I freaked a moment. Oh boy.

However, today's outing was oh-so great.

2007-03-31T12:15:00.000+08:00

I cancelled going FabulousTan with Ed , cancelled meeting up with Zubbie.
I apologized to Ed for the late reply and stuffs like that.
Oh boy, Im cropped up with some stuffs that I'd to miss those two dates.

Laters

2007-03-31T09:28:00.000+08:00

My Ca1 results' a crap.
All except for one scored a grade of c5. Borderline grades.
Amusingly, my combine humanities has a grade of A2.

Ms Yong asked me to score A2 for every subject, starting with 2hours revision a day excluding homeworks. Then increase the hours of studying week by week.
A2s aren't that simple to achieve.

I told her I'd start on April the 1st.
So today's the last day for me to like enjoy myself impurely.
Whatever.

2007-03-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

Is it just Boyfriend&I or its about those people who kept staring at us?!

Since Boyfriend and I met up after school, whilst at Bpp, many kept staring at us.

In the bus , as well.

Waiting for a cab too, literally.

And when his family and I ate at Banquet in the evening , the intensity of stares were real high.

Met Irmandi, Alumi . Old friends.

I'm just wondering whether if its Envious/Jealousy/Hatred stares, whatsoever.

We walked home. Midst the walk, I chased Boyfriend , I'd almost caught up with him.

Later then, Boyfriend chased after me.

It was so wacky.

2007-03-30T14:24:00.000+08:00

Finally, Boyfriend picked me up from school today , we went straight to Bpp for lunch.
Boyfriend told me about his bizzare dream that seemed oh-so surreal.
And I totally freaked for a second.
Boyfriend's being hired at FlashNSplash. Its so not confirm yet, they still have to go through 2nd interview/orientation.
Hopefully he gets the job.

I'm selected as Student Audience for SpeechDay. Shit.
Nizam, Ski, JunChang and I .
We have to don our school tie on the next rehearsal, Monday.
3 Solid hours of pure boredom, dead.

There's going to be a pretty long weekend next week, literally.

You made me noticed you.
His smokin' eyes looked me in the eye for that second or two, when I was walking up that flight of stairs. We immediately glanced away. Somehow I feel a tinge of hotness towards him. He's killer cute, in that stuck-up sort of way. Oh well, he's just purely a eyecandy.

[Edit]
Boyfriend just called me up, he said he's starting work on Sunday!
Meeting up again later.
That's Hot.

Lusting for :
Contactlenses ( Grey/Green, transparent)
Volcom belt 69$
Hair treatment
Fringe rebonding
Repair watch

& to be updated soon.

Shit. Why am I lusting for shopping? I should be concentrating on my O's. Fuck.

[/Edit]

2007-03-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

And again, I received a Straw heart from LiangJoo. A red one, this time.

Mr Ken Ng winked at me when I smile oh-so widely , Wanie was asking me 'why didnt he winked at her instead?'

I was really god damn disappointed in you.
Damn, you ought to feel gulity fucker.
Am I able to trust you that much again?
seriously, goddamn it!

2007-03-23T13:06:00.000+08:00

Finally , Its Friday.
Enough of school's not-so-intersting lessons for this whole week.

LiangJoo gave me a strawheart after school when I squeezed into him and his friends.
He yelled my name so loudly as if I was metres away, fact that , Im just right beside him.
He asked for my hand, I reluctantly raised it up. He gave me a heart as mentioned.
I was like 'fucker, whats the heart for?'
I thought it was from a gift from his admirer that he didnt fancied therefore he gave me the heart. He said no. He said he made it for me.
That's really hilarious.

I knew he's like playing the fool, apparently I was right.
He made straw heart(s) , hiden in his pocket, to give to girls. I was one of them.
I thought it was kind of cute. That fucker.

Meeting the boys later again, Dan and L.
Study Session again but this time, at Starbucks.
And im trading in my SamsungE730 to Motorola V3(Red) and upgrading my Starhub plan too.
I cant wait for a new cellphone.

Laters Jackasses!

2007-03-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

I started with a genuine "Im sorry".
Boyfriend and I are cool now. Like, back to norm.
We talked a lot, more than usuals, today. Its a whole lot more. Great!
I definitely liked today's talk. So does he.
Chilled at his crib after school, then left for home.

I bummed a ciggi , inhaled like it was the healthiest thing a person could do.

2007-03-21T15:42:00.000+08:00

Gotten back my Sciences Ca1 results.
Im cool with Biology.
I expected a lot more from Physics, I'm pretty good at it. I just failed Physics paper.
No need for excuses like careless mistakes or what. Pointless.
Basically, I failed physics.

Going studying with the boys; Dan and L later at Mosburger/Starbucks.
Wait, have I completed the rest of my homeworks? I have a thick stack of them, including the Lms ones.

Laters.

2007-03-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

So yesterday, after the whole Lms thing. Girlfriends, Boyfriend and I met up at Town.
The whole process should actually end on a happy note.
Well, it did for the girls but not for Boyfriend and I.
Our arguements heated up right after - . Girlfriends know a little about it.
Im at fault actually.
[Pictures coming right up, stay tuned.]

Yes, that's Orlando Bloom. The Picture that protrayed his chest, that's seriously oh-so sexy.

Zubbie will definitely go gaga over him.

"I guess I never really understood the whole chicks with dicks thing, but to each his own" [Source]

"these pics look like he's trying to do his best Johnny Depp impersonation"[Source]

2007-03-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

Mom might be considering moving into a Condominium.
We are really 'put in a tight spot' because of our dogs and some nosey neighbors.
Unwilling to give up our dogs, we'll just move, most to most .
Until we can sell our flat and make a profit, enough to pay for a Condo then problem settled.

I just cant bear to let my favourite pet being forced to abandon to Spca.
But condominiums , they are relatively smaller and much more expensive. And talking about accessibility, BukitPanjang ones almost sucked. Other places Ive no comments yet.

Hide and seek is so hard to play, at times.
Well, that's one of fews to settle the problem.

So Boyfriend came later than I expected. We talked. I realized. I understood.
And we're fine now.
However, I wished for empty promises no more.
I miss the good ol' days. Those really pure ones.

Followed up with my remaining homeworks. Completed not all of them. Apparently I left half pages of some in school. Zubbie's asking me accompany her to go Town/Queensway tomorrow for the making of ClassTee shirt. Its really a hassle.
I dont see a need for classTee though.
Maybe for memoirs purpose she said.
We'll see how it goes.